qingying loves you =D

2011-01-10T23:22:00.003+08:00

I realised its not that great after all. I'm not complaining,I'm just thinking that life is unfair.

I really,really hate to see ppl being sad. I want to cheer them up,but I can't. I feel so helpless. By comforting them,they might think that I'm suaning them or sth. Plus,I don't want to remind them abt it. But by not doing anything,it doesn't feel much better. I'm scared to comfort them,afraid that I would say the wrong thing. I have no where to vent except for here,since ppl seldom read blogs now,which is great! What's good abt getting good results if u see ppl ard u being sad? I'm sry,I just really couldn't stand ppl I care abt being sad. Pls pls pls cheer up soon.

But like what mervin and charmaine say,life's like that. You can't always get sth that you want. Maybe those who didn't do well now will work doubly hard and emerge the top,while those who do well now might fall to the bottom. Well,life's unpredictable. But still,I hope everyone will get over it soon! I'm not showing off or trying to say I did really well,ots precisely because I can't say anything to anyone at all that's why I'm posting it here. I feel like I'm gonna die of internal injury if I don't get everything off! I choose not to tell ppl bcause I don't want to be a burden to them.

Sometimes,I really wish ppl would stop asking me how did I do. You might think I'm an ass saying all these. Yes I'm happy,but I don't want to be happy without sparing a thought toward other ppl's feelings.

Ahhh whatever,I'm just weird.

2010-12-15T10:44:00.002+08:00

Haven't blogged for a long, long time.

Farewell is 3 weeks ago but I've just remembered that I haven't eaten all the stuffs and read the letters from my juniors! Just read the letters from two of my most loved juniors, and I feel so sad and full of remorse, I really felt like crying. Sighs.

I know I haven't been a good enough senior, and I really regret that we had to drift apart in the end. I know it's my fault, and it has been bothering me since a long time ago, just that i chose not to deal with it, leading to the situation now. I had a lot of things to say before I started blogging, but now I can't seem to choose the right words to express how I feel. How irritating is that, argh!
Forget it, I've decided not to say it here anymore. With renewed determination, I shall write a letter back to both of them and hope that I can salvage the situation! Well, someone always has to start the ball rolling first. If no one does, then nothing can be resolved. HWAITING!

2010-10-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

Whoever that said ignorance is bliss was a moron, because from what i've been through, not knowing, is the worst feeling in the world.

2010-10-01T18:08:00.002+08:00

Today is graduation day, after 4 years.

I really do like the people and teachers in ahs, even though i don't really like the school (okay maybe i do love the school except for _____). But still, i never regretted getting into ahs. Today is the last day I'm having assembly and the last time i get a chance to sing the school song. After i sang the school song, i really felt like crying. I called my mum when i was walking down the hill and i cried while talking to her ): my pretences always fail to work once i hear my mum's voice. I regretted asking her not to come today. I should have asked her to come! And all she said was "Now u know my importance hurh! Too bad!" after I told her that -.- She even blamed me for not telling her there's food for the parents today LOL.

I will never forget all the memories i had in ahs. All the friends that i had, all the laughter and fun we had together. Even though i might be bad and mean sometimes, I really do love everyone alot alot. And i will definitely miss all of you! We will never have a chance to study as a class again. AHHHHHH and yesterday, Lindy and I had such fun in class! ): it just made me miss the times i spend together with everyone even more! i just want to say, even though some of us had drifted apart, even though there may be misunderstandings between us some times, I never regretted being friends with everyone.

I've always known that looking back at the tears would made me laugh, but i never know that looking back at the laughs would make me cry. Thanks everyone, for being my friend and for being such important people in my life. OMG i have too much things to say until i don't know what i wanna say anymore! ): I can't believe i went to hug crystal today and i forgot to hug kelly and val! and then i had to rush to go give my appeal to mrs lim! STUPID CRYSTAL! REGRETS! ):

Whatever it is, i guess i should concentrate on Os first. Felt so much better after typing everything out. It's easier for me to get over it if i say everything i want out. Sry for all the grammar mistakes and weird sentence structure (even though i always make lots of grammar mistakes LOL) since I'm not really in the right state of mind. Especially if I'm really sad LOL.

I LOVE YOU ALL! (:

2010-09-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

Loving someone doesn't mean you have to be together with the person. Even if you are not,you will always be thinking abt that someone no matter where you are and what you do. That special someone will always be in your mind,your heart,whether it's a one-sided affair or if he/she has no idea abt it. And the fact is,you know that you wouldn't love anyone else the same way ever again,except for him/her. -A random thought after talking to my honey last night.

2010-08-31T21:36:00.002+08:00

Today was FUN! Thanks to charmaine choo, peiyi and aunty loy! :D
That aunty loy lo, everyday so busy! No chance to go out together at all until today.
Haven't been in a really good mood for quite awhile, but today kind of cheered me up! (:
As usual, we are a bunch of joke and epic ppl HAHA!

I got a sudden urge to go swim. I shall drag my bro along to swim soon :D
But, i kind of lost my googles -.-

Anw, CHOO~~~~~ I LOVE YOU! EVEN THOUGH U DAO-ED MY FULL OF CONCERN AND LOVE SMS! BUT I SHALL FORGIVE YOU SINCE I'M SUCH A NICE PERSON! :D CHEER UP SOON! I SHALL CALL U AND DISTURB U LATER!!!!! AS LONG AS YOU DUN HANG UP ON ME CAN LERH! WAHA! OKAY BYE!

Lol, i feel so lame -.-

2010-08-28T13:10:00.002+08:00

f(x) Luna and Krystal - You're My Destiny

Thanks to charmaine choo, i'm addicted to this song! Haha (:

2010-08-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i really wonder if i'm really irritating or if i suck alot.
Sometimes i really feel like a weakling,and i always get damn irritated with myself.
I really hate it when i get overly concerned over unneccessary stuffs.
I hate it when i think too much.
Whatever it is,i hate it when i have terrible moodswings.
I'm sry u had to know my good before u know my bad.
I'm sry i suck so much,but i just can't change it alright?

2010-06-29T20:41:00.002+08:00

NICKHUN AND VICTORIA~~~~

OMGOODNESS NICKHUN IS SOOOOOOOOO HANDSOME!!!!! i think staring at him everyday is ENOUGH MAN! i will be in a good mood everyday if i see such a handsome guy!!!! jealous of victoria siaaaaaaa~ haha. but they really look compatible together! (: NICKHUN IS SOOOOOOOO SWEET TO VICTORIA IN WGM! LOVES X INFINITY! :D

2010-06-22T16:05:00.001+08:00

Cos love is like a shooting star, beautiful but short-lived.

2010-06-16T11:45:00.018+08:00

Finally, i've decided to talk about camp aurora! :D Before i start, i shall introduce some kids briefly so as to make my explanations easily understood later on haha :D

Devil #1

Name: Zheng Jie
Age: 10 (primary 4)
Loves: Girls with long hair, jumping onto girls and asking us to carry him
Hates: Guys!
Hobby: Playing computer games, bakugan
Ps: has abit of violent problem, always shouting and doing dangerous acts and getting into fights. Kind of found his lover, kar kaye O.O i feel like my bones almost shattered when he jumped on me to ask me to carry him -.-

Devil #2

Name: Kar Kaye
Age: 6 (kindergarten 2)
Loves: to attract attention and being anti-social
Hates: Boss people who doesn't let her get the way she wants.
Hobby: playing scissors paper stone? (i'm not sure)
Ps: Quite cute without the influence of others. Became good friends with zheng jie after that and that's when all hell break loose.

Cutie #1

Name: Sylvia
Age: 6 (kindergarten 2)
Hobby: Drawing? (i'm not sure but she draws really well!)

Cutie #2

Name: Ivan
Age: 6 (kindergarten 2)
Loves: drinking water and going to the toilet every half an hour
Hobby: calling people big head (due to him watching alice in wonderland)
Favourite colour: pink! (HE'S SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!)
Ps: he's really really innocent because he always cries when he is guilty! (AWWWWWWWWW)

Cutie #3

Name: Gareth
Age: 6 (i think)
Ps: i'm not really sure about him since he's not in my group. but i think he loves playing with toys too since he came and asked me if he can play zheng jie's bakugan LOL. BUT HE'S REALLY CUTE TOO! :D

Cutie #4

Name: Hong Xun (wei qian's favourite)
Age: 6
Ps: i don't really know much about him too since he's not in my group too. but he looks like a chipmunk! SO CUTE! :D

Cutie #5

Name: Joen
Age: 6
Ps: He's really really noisy! But still cute anw (:

Day 1
-Divided into groups and Self-intro
-Skit put up by the facilitators (us!)
-Games
-Flag and cheer making
-Lunch!
-Presentation of group flag and cheer
-Tang yuan making
-Making of coloured sand

Our group! Super A Team (the kids came up with the group name :D)

Milo tang yuan by our group!

End product. I didn't try it coz it doesn't look exactly appetising. But xinyi said it was okay, except that it tasted too bland. Still, thank you jia xuan for providing us with the flour and cooking for us. We really appreciate it! :D

CHIO RIGHT! :D We used chalk to colour the salt and put it into the containers shown above (: this is the part when zheng jie became close to kar kaye, and also the part when charmaine and i feel like dying >.<

Day 2
-Games
-Drawing of father's day card.
-More games
-Lunch
-Cookie making
-Treasure hunt
-Making of pom pom

Drawing of father's day card.

Sylvia, the great artist! (:

MY IVAN!!!!!!!

IFAR (: (i'm not sure if i spelt it correctly)

Angeline's cute too! But she likes to ask weird qtns which i'm not sure how to answer >.<

My cookie! It looks abit screwed actually ):

Zhenyi's one is nice!

Wq's one also not bad luhh (:
haha cookie making was fun! i was totally amazed at the whipped cream and since i was too impatient to wait for the knife, i just used my fingers to scooped the cream and ate it. AND IT TASTED GOOD! :D so i started feeding the kids the whipped cream with my fingers :D and then our grp started using our hands to eat the whipped cream and the chocolates HAHA! the cookie making part was the best! :D until zheng jie came in and started smearing the whipped cream onto the other kids -.-

pom pom making! cute right! i spent so much time doing mine but i gave it to kar kaye in the end since she wanted it ): mine was really nice okay! the room was in a total mess after that coz ivan garreth went to cut all the strings and ivan poured water all over the place -.- i was just innocently doing my pom pom and ivan accidentally spilled water onto me too ): BUT I STILL LOVE IVAN AND GARETH! :D

Charmaine left after lunch since she's flying to bangkok that day ): luckily there's waimeng and david to help if not i will feel so lost.

Day 3
SENTOSA! (:

i'm too lazy to arrange the pictures anymore so its random. had lunch and played games at the big pavilion in sentosa. set out to complete the stations after our lunch. qijing and i were still discussing the previous night saying that there will be lots of hot guys since its a saturday and its sentosa! in the end, FORGET IT LA, my hair's in a mess and i have two kids in tow when walking by the beach -.- my reputation T.T and furthermore, there is really is no time to look at hot guys. we are being kept busy by the kids. celeste and fain kept on whining and they just sat on the floor, refusing to budge. jie en's card dropped into the sea so qijing and i had to pick it up for him -.- luckily a guy swam by so i just asked if he could pick it up for us, and he did! THANK YOU SO MUCH! (: celeste was uber scared of heights and i really had to pull her before she would start walking and had to soothe and calm her down. and fyi, i am scared of heights too -.- but not that bad luhh. still, sentosa was the best part of the camp! :D

actually i kind of miss kar kaye when she was not here for sentosa ): even though she's naughty and everything, but i'm quite close to her actually. but there's still ivan! OMG HE'S REALLY THE CUTEST OF ALL! I WANT HIM AS MY SON!!!!!!

i really, really think stella is the most patient and nice person in the world. she's the organiser and only older than me by 3 years. when all of us were losing our patience, she was the only one left who talked to the kids patiently. she has never once been seen to lose her temper. my salutations to her seriously.

lastly, i shall end with what i learnt during the 3 days of camp.

5 facts about taking care of kids

1. Please take a full breakfast and take a full meal whenever u can because u never know when u can have ur next meal. plus, u really need plenty of energy to take care of a kid

2. Do exercise frequently becuase if u don't, u can never outrun a kid. besides, u need to have a strong heart in order to not have a heart attack when u see kids doing dangerous things

3. Please give ur child a really nice name which u will never get tired of calling. if you don't, be prepared to call the child until u wan to vomit.

4. Be really, really patient with a kid. Otherwise, you will regret when they start to not listen to you.

5. Be alert at all times. You never know when a water bottle is gonna fly ur way and hit u somewhere.

Care for an experience? Join camp aurora 2011 (:

2010-06-10T18:06:00.003+08:00

actually i dun quite get the mv. are they lesbians or what? LOL

shall talk abt camp aurora soon. if i get the mood (:

2010-05-30T16:14:00.009+08:00

oh shit. hotel city's lagging my whole com. ARGH! ):

while waiting for it, i shall post abt yesterday! it was hilarious, going out with the dizi ppl :D the TJCO concert was good! :D the conductor was simply... amazing! xD he has a hairstyle like a lion, which he loves to swipe every time a piece is over, and he simply enjoys bouncing on stage while conducting LOL. at the end of the concert, some LOL person even ran out with a gun and shot the conductor, with the conductor playing along and ended up 'dying' on the stage. OMG it's so funny! :D and they prepared LOTS of encore pieces, including 'nobody' where they even found ppl to dance to it. ITS SO COOL! hence, charmaine and i have decided. we shall suggest to lin lao shi and we shall dance during our end of year concert too, if we have one! :D that will be the climax of our concert man! WAHAHAHAHAHA!
CHARMAINE CHOO, YOU BETTER DON'T PS ME IF NOT I'M GONNA KILL YOU!

photos! (:

went for supper with dizi ppl after that (: we were supposedly going to lao ba sha, but ended up eating at wendy's instead. we literally ran the whole way there. our reputation, ALL GONE! but still, i bet we are better some person who had cip for the whole night at ecp but ended slacking and playing bejeweled AND blaming my sms for lagging his phone when he was the one who smsed me first. HMPH! :D

reached home at around 12. i was so glad that my mum was still awake when i reached home. i was SO freaked out even though charmaine's dad sent us back and i only had to take the lift up alone. all thanks to this romance murder mystery book i'm reading now -.- since i'm on this topic, i shall quickly elaborate on the book. it's about this psychotic killer who goes around capturing innocent young girls, torturing them, raping them and killing them after that. after killing them, he woud draw intricate designs on their body, especially on their wounds, which made the victims look like a piece of art. the female character kind of somehow fall in love with the 'murderer'. of course, the whole story is more complicated than it seems, with all the hypnosis etc. even though the book's giving me the creeps, it's so fascinating i can't put it down. THUS, i was so afraid last night taking the lift up and walking the corridor home -.-

VJCO! (:

the rest was too screwed so i've decided not to post it :D

orchard! (:
i know i'm kind of lag since the photos were taken last yr, but aunty loy's really slow! ):
she still owes us LOADS OF PHOTOS! ):

it has been long since i've last uploaded photos.
but i guess there will be more coming up, since camp aurora's just around the corner! :D
i'm already feeling excited about it! :D

2010-05-27T16:56:00.003+08:00

JUNG YUNG HWA!

thanks to celine's good introduction! :D

YURI DAMN HOT OMG!

2010-05-24T20:19:00.003+08:00

okay, i really have to talk about this!

TODAY, MY FATHER AND I COOKED DINNER FOR EVERYONE ELSE IN THE FAMILY! why? because my mum got pissed off at me for not being automatic and cooking rice -.- even though i showed my unhappiness by banging the pots really loudly, at least i still cooked the rice okay! i mean like come on, i do complain sometimes when you ask me to do stuffs but i think you really shouldn't just throw everything aside and not cook dinner right?! priorities first, personal feelings aside, you can settle with me later. i hate it when ppl threaten me with these kind of things. you should know i 吃软不吃硬 right?! so sometimes, i really don't understand why you still prefer to choose the hard way >.< and, it doesn't mean that i don't care for you just because i don't cook rice right?! how can u say that we don't care for you while you yourself care for us just because i don't cook rice?! okay luhh, but i admit that when i heard this, i decided to give in so i went to cook dinner LOL. I AM MATURE ALRIGHTS?! bearing grudges is a childish thing to do, like my mum? hehe, okay joking! but sometimes, i really do think i am MORE mature than her :D

my dad and i had a fun time in the kitchen! we went to cut everything up and just threw it into the, what do u call that? pot? and we were like bickering over how much salt, oil, soya sauce and garlic to use LOL. i honestly think my dad have a 'excessive uses of seasonings' illness since he kept on spamming the food with it! but the food turns out really nice! :D OMG, i think i have a flair for cooking! :D dumb celine, charmaine, theresa etc etc said they would die of food poisoning if i ever cooked for them! OH PLEASE, I'M SUCH A GENIUS CAN! :D why would all of you die from food poisoning? YOU WON'T! :D

but, i broke a plate today LOL. first time in my entire lifetime have i broken a plate. but the thing is, my dad was injured instead of me.
me: eh, how come got blood?
dad: HUH BLOOD? WHERE? LEMME SEE UR HAND AND LEG!
me: nothing la. i feel no pain at all! REALLY! there's nth wrong with me. OMG ITS YOU!
dad: huh me? OMG YA! see la, in the end is i injured!
me: FASTER GO WASH! later i help u apply medication.
OMG, i tell you my dad and i can't stop laughing HAHAHAAHAH! super joke :D after we tasted the food, we were like, OMG ITS DAMN NICE. so my dad said 'my dear daughter, let's cook together every dinner!' hahahahahah!

end of story! :D i know its kinda lame but still, IT WAS A FUN TIME FOR ME! HEHE :D i really don't understand. why do guys like strong flavoured food and why do guys always act like they are iron man?! -.- my dad just went out of the house without allowing me to help him bandage! he kept on saying, aiya small thing nia, no need bandage la! excuse me, guys also need eat, sleep, cry and get themselves bandaged when they are hurt right?! hais, okay LOL. just being lame here hehe :D

just realised this is really quite a long post :D
time to go watch cinderella's sister :D
THE SHOW IS SO NICE! its getting to the exciting part! there's a war going on now and i'm so excited! :D
i know i sound like a sadist but, its the climax of the show HAHAHAHAHA!
bye!

2010-05-22T21:47:00.003+08:00

I didn't want to wake up this morning, because you appeared in my dream again.

2010-05-18T21:20:00.002+08:00

thanks for all the cheering ups! :D
haha i'm okay la, really. i feel better after posting it and taking a good nap just now :D
and of course reading this damn nice book that my bro borrowed from the library :D
i didn't mean to make all of you feel bad abt it or anything luhh :D
WHO AM I LUHH?!
I'M QING YING OKAY!
no problem de luhh :D

to my most wonderful tutor: excuse me, if u start bragging to me abt how zai you are, I'M GONNA REJECT ATTENDING UR LESSONS OKAY! what's with the 'aiya ur post so emo, just delete everything except for the last paragraph can alrdy luhh. coz i'm the most smart and best tutor you can ever find!' WHAT'S THIS?! go and die i tell you! :D haha okay joking! :D

i've decided.
i shall go listen to bonamana and try to kill myself by learning the super hard dance instead of listening to the old songs charmaine is spamming me with! HAHAHAHAHA! but i shall give her face. so i'm listening to the first part of the song now LOL :D omg, and it's not that nice even though its her favourite old song -.-

i hope my tutor and charmaine don't kill me when they see this HAHAHAHAHA! :D

2010-05-18T15:57:00.003+08:00

my results are really, totally, screwed.

taking the exams is not the worse part. taking back the results is. you don't know how traumatised i was after looking at all the sucky results. it's the worse i can ever have. take my humans for example. never, ever, once have i not gotten an A for my humans. and now, it's like on the verge of failing.

the worse thing is, my mum didn't even blame me for it. she didn't even ask anything abt my results until i told her myself last night. she just said 'oh okay'. she has never asked me to study or do my homework before. never ever. she has never reprimanded me even if my results are like some shit. she has such absolutely trust in me, eevn though at the same time she sets high expectations for me too. OMG. today's was even worse than yesterday. how am i supposed to tell her? i feel so embarrassed myself. it's because i know she wouldn't say anything, i feel even worse now. if she had scolded me, i would have quarrelled with her and at least, i wouldn't feel so guilty! which is true -.-

honestly, can i cry now? i really tried very, very hard not to cry in class today. i'm so tired after enduring for the whole day. co room used to be the best place to cry and vent my frustrations haha. i bet everyone's so used to it they can't be bothered with me. that reminds me. i shall go back and visit soon, since mandy misses me so much haha. i shall go back and make some noise just her sake :D

alright! i shall and WILL work harder next time. i'm really pissed off at myself for not knowing how to do the papers. just wait and see. i'm not gonna get pwned by those stupid papers! plus, i have a really GOOD tutor now, right? the best thing is, its FOC! HAHAHA! +winks+ okay, i feel so stupid now. i'm like trying to find 'pleasure' amidst 'suffering' even though i'm so bloody disappointed. bleah -.-

2010-05-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

NU ABO!

2010-05-13T17:21:00.004+08:00

BONAMANA!

OMG THE SONG IS SO ADDICTIVE! :D
even though its so bollywood HAHAHAHA!
i love their dance! and donghae is really handsome inside!
sorry charmaine, i'm not trying to snatch from you. and anw, you should be glad that i said he's handsome alright! :D

ttanttaranttan ttanttaranttan~~~~

2010-05-11T10:04:00.001+08:00

omg. how can u appear in my dream so frequently ):

2010-04-26T21:01:00.004+08:00

Studying with charmaine was FUNNY hahahahaha! :D I really DID study today alright! I was really serious for the first hour, doing amath and trying to be really good friends with trigo! After one hour, my brain cells started to denature, obviously reaching its point of saturation first. I believe that the optimum time for my brain cells to function is approximately one hour. Which is quite short, since mid yr is just around the corner! GASPS!

After finishing the last book of Percy Jackson, i suddenly got the motivation and the surge of energy to study HAHA! Maybe the book kind of inspired me. Like, they are all trying so hard to save Olympia from falling but here i am, doing nothing?! So, if you need some motivation, i definitely recommend Percy Jackson! Actually their life inside is really cool. I wished i had a life like them. Yea, i know. I can continue dreaming :D But maybe, just MAYBE, i might turn out to be a demigod one day! :D

Boring. Even though i just found my long lost motivation, the endless mugging is still dull. How can i concentrate when i'm trying to get attracted to my books but at the same time, my bed is attracting me? I almost pulled my hair off today after my brain cells started denaturing and i can't think straight for amath anymore! Tmd, amath can't defeat me! Luckily i went to dig for food in charmaine's fridge, which kept me going HAHAHAHAH!

Okay okay, i shall stop whining and go study, soon. The piglet pillow is a real good company while i'm studying. Now, i'm really glad that kelly though i'm in love with pigs! :D That's how i earned this piglet pillow! :D But honestly, the pillow is so soft, furry and comfortable! With its cute piglet ears flapping around! I'M SO IN LOVE WITH IT! :D

2010-04-23T20:38:00.004+08:00

thanks for all the presents and wishes today!
thanks for those who stayed up so late to do the stuffs and for those who stayed up until 12am to wish me a happy birthday! :D

In order:
Charmaine
Theresa
Crystal
Mervin
Celine
Keng Lui
Janice
Jun Yang
Xin Yi
Pei Yi
Gao Hong
Zhen Yi
Jasmin
Jolin
Wai Meng
Rebecca
Hazel
Clarissa
Mandy
Wei Qian
Jia Hui
Cheng Cheng
Pheck Cheng
Dickson
Qi Jing
Lee Jing
Jewel
Desmond
Jo Lynn
Man Jing
Yu Jun
Chuan Kun
Aaron
Amanda
Samuel
Keith
Marilyn
Isaac
Josie

and of course the rest on fb ;D
mr chan wished me too! HE'S SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE~ HAHAHAHAHA!

thanks kelly, valerie, clarissa, lindy and josephine for the huge piglet pilow! YES, its really soft and i'm going to use it on my back if i'm tired (theory according to kelly!). And the reason why i got this present is coz kelly innocently thought that I LOVE PIGS! omg and yes, SHE'S A TOTAL JOKE HAHAHAHA!

thanks charmaine, hazel, peiyi and kenglui for the album, accessories, cards and cake! i know its hard doing and buying it for me, especially when mid yrs are just around the corner. thank you so much! and sry for resulting in you not being able to study for emath yesterday keng! >.<

thanks celine, theresa, ruihan and abit of samuel for the EPIC BOOK! (OMG SERIOUSLY ITS THE MOST EPIC PRESENT EVER AND I TOTALLY GOT A SHOCK WHEN I OPEN IT AND OMG ITS SO FUNNY HAHAHAHA!) and the minnie mouse, the damn chio card and for celebrating my birthday today!

Thanks serene for the card, too :D

theresa and i are the COOLEST ppl ever who can just randomly buy movie tickets and watch a random movie LOL. until now, i still can't really rmb what is that movie called. sth puppy love? O.O i shall just state some interesting things we saw in the theatre.
1. there's a guy sitting in the middle of the whole cinema, putting on his cap HALFWAY through a movie! WOW, like COOL!
2. there's a man sitting in the far corner from our row and he totally looks like a pervert with a weird smile on his face and rubbing his hands in a pervertic way. okay i know i'm quite mean BUT HONESTLY, theresa can vouch for me! he looks strangely like mr goh. HAHAHAHA!
3. there's a group of guys (or is it just one? not sure, i didn't turn back) sitting behind us who have weird laughters that can totally own charmaine! :D

thank you once again for everything! :D i'm really really touched :D
I LOVE ALL OF YOU! MUACKS! <3

2010-04-22T21:28:00.003+08:00

When the door of happiness closes, another opens. But often, we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

2010-04-18T17:24:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!

his birthday is supposedly yesterday, but i've only posted it now LOL.
its okay though, better late than never ;D
i still rmb how i gave him his birthday present last yr.
bought a pencil case for him and i had to wake up damn early to exchange it with his old one, stuffing together a card inside and getting all excited abt his reaction when he reach home in the evening.
BUT THEN, that ungrateful brother didn't even mention anything until i asked him if he saw the pencil case i gave him and he actually THREW AWAY THE CARD I MADE FOR HIM!
what a bad brother who repays his sister's wonderful intentions in this manner! .\/.
so this yr, i've decided to act cool and just gave his present to him one day before his birthday hmph!
revenge for him acting cool too hehe ;D

bored bored bored.
time to start studying, and the thought of it made me feel restless.
anyone wanna go study with me? ;D

2010-04-15T20:58:00.002+08:00

Time do heal all wounds. You just have to give time time.

Theresa made me realised today that i've long gotten over it :D

Now, i want nothing to do with it anymore :D

I'm out of this, really. But i'm still trying my best to make it clear >.<

Anw, this is not the point.

Theresa you must jiayou okay! I LOVE YOU! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Show him that you can live well enough without him! \^^/

Having me is enough, girl. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

Haven't felt so relaxed for a long long time :D

2010-04-12T18:12:00.003+08:00

-EDITED

okay, i've decided to throw away the previous posts about cca.
no point brooding over it since it's over :D
this also made me realise how unsave it is to post sensitive stuffs on a blog, even though you are just merely stating how you feel.
even though nth big happened, its still unsave. just in case it hurts other ppl who reads it. just in case :x
this got me thinking if i should set this blog as private.

oh shit.
talking about how unsave blogging is!
i just typed sth and i realised i can't just in case its too obvious -.-
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF!
can someone stab me!
so i'm editing this post, again -.-
okay, i've decided.
since this is a way where i vent my frustrations and stuffs and being NOT ABLE TO VENT is a torture!

2010-04-03T15:53:00.004+08:00

steamboat with sp and the seniors is awesome!

chengjoo is a joke!
she went up to the person and said 'i want beef for 10 ppl'.
so she came back with a whole plate of beef, as in seriously, its freaking alot, and we laughed like mad LOL.
i wonder why she's so in love with beef!
after that, she asked auntie julie to take more meat for her. and this time round, she wanted all three types of meat. pork, chicken and beef.
so according to julie, she went up to the person and told him that she wanted all three types of meat, and the person just laughed at her.
and guess what? CHENGJOO FINISHED THAT PLATE OF MEAT AGAIN! OMG!
although she shared it with ang hong, its highly suspected that ang hong only ate 1/4 of it while she ate 3/4 if it LOL!
its really hell lot of meat. regretting not taking a picture of that haha!
as for that pig qijing, she eats everything and anything, including mushrooms that looked rotten HAHAHAHA!
she's another joke, seriously ;D
i think our table made the most noise ;D
charmaine and i laughed damn loud until the person fiddling with out steamboat fire got a shocked HAHA!

after eating for 3 and a half hour, sp treated us to dessert again despite the fact that we had 2 bowls of ice cream at the steamboat place LOL.
so we went to this hong kong eatery and he ordered chee chong fun and ice cream for us, AGAIN!
i'm so bloated my stomach feel like it's gonna burst anytime >.<
anw, below are the pictures taken during the steamboat ;D

sp and his weird drink. its made up of plain water, watermelon and some jelly.

WEIRD RIGHT?! to think that he still told us its nice OMG.

haha we took this picture without flash so its dark.

since our face will look damn oily if taken with flash, we decided that its better for it to be dark then oily ;D

qijing's rotten mushrooms! all these belonged to her. hehe.

honestly, sp is the nicest, nicest, NICEST teacher on earth!

not because he's always treating us to food, but because he's really nice!

he even offered to buy charmaine samsung jet as her farewell present! like OMG!

sp, i hope you will save enough money soon to fulfill your wish of buying a house.

after that, you will have to asked all of us over for your housewarming party!

and i hope you will get a wife soon! ;D

then you will have to invite all of us to your wedding dinner also HAHAHAHA!

thank you so much for yesterday! dizi ppl and i love you! hehe ;D

2010-03-31T17:45:00.002+08:00

Taeyeon - If

If you tried so hard to steer away from the pain,
If you tried so hard to hide everything in a corner of your heart,
Never daring to touch the wound.
If you tried all ways and means but it still failed,
What will you do?
It hurts so much until i can only choose to ignore it.

taeyeon's voice is superb!
anw, today's lunch with charmaine is a total joke!
i laughed until my stomach hurts and i bet i looked super unglam since i was doing this while eating! OMG!
I LOVE YOU CHARMAINE CHOO!
even though we are supposed to be strangers LOL.
thank you so much for being my friend hehe ;D

i'm looking forward to this friday's steamboat! ;D

2010-03-27T17:58:00.002+08:00

omg, my right arm is breaking from holding on to the mouse and colouring the figurines in PAINT for co tee
i feel like swearing and wishing that i have photoshop now LOL
stupid co pres still asked me to try this try that and the worse thing is, she can't come online right now to help me!
(charmaine choo, i will rmb this. but since you treated me to pepper lunch the other day, i shall be magnanimous and forgive you ;D)
oh well, at least mervin's helping me now ;D
since it's my last contribution to CO, i really want to do this well.
but honestly, i'm lacking the will and power to do it ):

forget it, i should stop whining and get back to work.
i hope music will let me get some form of anjoyment out of this (:

thank you so much mervin! even though you are complaining and thinking who's the person who drew it (which is me T.T) and made the pencil marking so uneven (which i don't really understand what it meant).
oh anw, i just understood what he meant since he showed me the picture LOL.
and since he's teaching me how to use sth cool now, i should go pay attention ;D
i hope the co tee turns out nice ;D prays!

2010-03-20T16:15:00.003+08:00

OMG like seriously, percy jackson is so damn nice! as in, the book (:
i finished the second book in one night, which resulted in me waking up at almost 12pm today LOL.
obviously with the help of the rain, which created such a nice atmosphere for sleep-ins (:
i have decided.
i'm so gonna buy the whole series of percy jackson's to add on to my bookshelf!
plus, to make up for my huge expenditure during the march holidays LOL.
so, i shall start saving money from next week onwards!
and, i've got it all planned out. (:
just pray that i will abide by it hehe.
resisting temptation is just so hard, sometimes.

i really need a title and some good inspiration for my untouched zuo wen ):

2010-03-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

You can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little by little. It’s when the mere thought of losing a friend can bring you to tears almost instantly. The pain you are beginning to feel can crush your entire heart. Yet everything that you try to do to solve the problems only push them further and further away from you. When the only chance of getting back to the way things were in the beginning is to hope this person realized what they may be losing.

How i hope things were the way they used to be.

2010-03-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

It really sucks when you want to help, but at the same time, you can't do anything about it.

2010-02-28T18:23:00.008+08:00

went studying at the aiport on yesterday with qijing, joann and jolynn!
all of us were so hardworking except for qijing okay!
out of the 4 hours that we were there, two hours were spent on eating lunch, one hour on studying and one hour on taking pictures LOL

studying with lots of snacks on the table!
thanks to joann for treating us! hehe (:

honestly, i can't study without food -.-

see, I'M SO HARDWORKING! =D

saw mrs lim at the airport!

she was just sitting at the table beside us la. what a coincidence (:

her baby boy is super super cute!

but he's afraid of strangers, so he started crying when qijing and i went to talk to him LOL

spamming photos in the toilet (:

the reason for this picture is due to the fact that qijing and i were so desperate to go overseas!

the difference is really... super big

qijing the jellyfish taking photo with her jellyfish friends!

2010-02-23T19:06:00.001+08:00

I really really want to visit zheqian at the hospital ):

2010-02-19T21:41:00.002+08:00

i am not strong enough to forget you, but i don't even have the courage to miss you.

2010-02-12T21:29:00.004+08:00

percy jackson is really nice and funny! (:

like omg logan lerman and alexandra daddario is totally HOT!
but i still prefer logan lerman though with his charming blue eyes (:
he's not exactly handsome, but definitely charming!
but the girl was pretty too! for your information, she has nice blue eyes too (which was supposed to be grey according to the book haha).
although i still preferred the book, the movie was great!
it totally kept my mind of stuffs, since i was mesmerised by logan lerman HAHAHAHA!
honestly, seeing his face everyday would be enough to make you happy hehe.
but if i have to choose between food and an absolutely charming guy, i would still choose food ^^
like of course, food keeps you alive while a charming guy doesn't. oh wells (:
not like i would reject a charming guy anyway ^^
it would be best to have both HAHAHAHA!

didn't have alot of appetite these few days ):
my gastric is totally screwed please. i have a bad gastric bleah -.-
it's kind of saddening when you can't enjoy the food that goes through your mouth.
now that the movie is over, everything comes flooding back ):
sad sad and more sadness. not sure what i'm sad about too LOL
just moodswing i guess.
I WANT LOGAN LERMAN AS MY VALENTINE'S DAY PRESENT! ):
okay fine, like he can be kept in a parcel and delivered to my doorstep -.-
still, it's good to fantasize sometimes hehe (:

thanks for all the valentine's gifts! (:
sry for those who gave me but i didn't gave anything ):
did all the stuffs until 1+ last night. super tired now.
but i don't feel like sleeping -.-
rotting in front of com now ):
i told you i have a sad life haha.

stop.

2010-02-08T21:49:00.001+08:00

i will treat you the way you asked me to treat people.

2010-02-07T21:26:00.002+08:00

okay fine. i've decided to delete that post.
since i can't stand it myself too everytime i see that post.
honestly, i don't really like people who uses the f word as an adjective.
that post will be the first and the last.

off to do my zuo wen -.-
DIES!

2010-02-06T16:00:00.002+08:00

charmaine asked me to delete the previous previous post because she can't stand it.
but i'm not deleting it, because i'm really angry and hurt yesterday.
i know i was too harsh last night, and i sincerely apologise for that.
i'm sorry, i'm really sorry.
and we will see how everything goes.
so, in order not to let charmaine feel bu shuang looking at the post, i shall flood it instead.

SNSD's OH!

like seriously, JESSICA IS DAMN DAMN DAMN CHIO!
omg, so chio! jealous siaaaaaaaaaa~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
but the song is really super nice!
i'm totally in love it!
and i'm so kind to post it up here to let everyone enjoy and look at chiobus!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

thanks everyone for the comfort yesterday (:

2010-02-06T15:06:00.001+08:00

you are not the first person i look for anymore when things happen because i know you don't care, and you've never cared.

2010-02-05T20:28:00.002+08:00

today is a screwed up day.

do you know how sad i felt when my junior said that he didn't want to see my face? just because i ticked them off and he said that to me. fine, i might be at fault for scolding them, but do you know how hurt and disappointed i felt when i heard that? i dare to say that my juniors are the closest friends that i can ever have in my four years of secondary school life. just asked yourself how many times have i scolded you since you came into CO? not a lot of times. that's because you don't just scold your friend for anything that they had done wrong. i know you guys like to rant on about how boring CO is and bla bla bla, and always telling me that you don't want to come for cca, but both of you always came in the end and i'm always telling charmaine how grateful i am for both of you coming even though both of you are always complaining. even though both of you always kp me and scold me vulgarities and f word and all those shit, i didn't even complain or uttered a word about it, just because i believe that both of you will always turn up for CO, even though both of you just love to rant. i've even thanked both of you for coming. am i even supposed to do that?

i know teaching the sec 1s junior skills from scratch is a chore, but come on, its our duty to do that isn't it? i ownself found it to be a chore too, but i still did my job in that one and a half hours time. do you know how disapppointed i was when i went out half way to check upon all of you and all i see was all of you fooling around and playing? i know its hard teaching them and i know its really hot outside in the classrooms but come on la, it's not like we are enjoying ourselves in an air-conditioned room right? although i sounded like i'm not serious when i asked all of you to get back to practice, that's because i'm not used to scolding all of you and i didn't want you all to feel forced or anything. and honestly i trusted you so so so much, but when i went in and saw what you were doing with them, you just don't know how disappointed i am. yes, you told me it was boring and everything, but didn't i told you that i feel the same way too?

walao, i'm seriously damn damn sad today. i tried to control my tears but i failed terribly when i joined wei qian they all at the corner and i totally just burst out crying out loud. it was super embarrassing, especially when i haven't cried for a long time. luckily there's not a lot of people left in CO room. even though i act like there's nothing wrong and still laughing happily after that, i was still super affected by it. seriously, you just didn't know how sad it was to hear that, coming from someone that you really care about. i know i was slack and late and everything when i was a sec 1 and sec 2 but come on, all of you aren't sec 1s or sec 2s anymore. i could have forgiven you while you still were, but all of you are sec 3s and sec 4s now, and its time for all of us to grow up.

just because the teachers treated us well in the past doesn't mean that they have the duty to treat us nicely now. do you know how fortunate all of you are now to have such good and nice teachers? i remembered when i was a sec 1, lin lao shi scolded me until i cried. you can ask all the sec 4s now, how fierce all the teachers were when we were in sec 1. many of us got scolded until we cried. and now? just because the teachers started scolding us, when they didn't last time, doesn't mean you have to scold the teacher until he's like some piece of worthless shit right? truthfully speaking, don't you know that YOU are the cause of all of us getting scolded? before you start pushing the blame to other people, you should think about your own attitude first.

you can cry when your senior asked you to start all over again for playing the wrong note, but do you know that your senior is also crying outside? for not being able to help you? you don't even know, and you just blamed her in your heart. come on, we suffered more comepared to all of you last time. when i see gui er cry today my heart went out for her totally. its like, she's so ke lian. i really wanted to tell fang yun that before she starts crying, she should put herself in gui er's shoes first. but when i went in and saw her crying, i couldn't bear to say that and i went to comfort her. haiya, she quite poor thing also la. it's not exactly her fault anyway.

now i feel like crying again after saying all these. enough of ranting. now i have to go apologise to them because someone just have to start the ball rolling first. if not, i don't know how i'm going to face them on monday. it will sure be awkward. sighs.

i honestly, truthfully, desperately can't wait for handover. and i believe all the sec 4s are feeling the same thing now.

2010-01-30T17:24:00.002+08:00

visited the doctor three times in two weeks
1st time for my toe
2nd time for sorethroat and fever
3rd time for cough, flu and lost of voice -.-
the doctor saw me today and he was like 'what did you get this time round?' LOL
total ownage =D
medicine is making me drowsy, but at least it made me feel better
slept at 10 last night and woke up at 7. went down to see doctor at 8.30
slept from 9.30 to 1pm after taking medicine

cca orientation was, well what can i say?
noise, noise and more noise
my voice became hoarse after all the shouting
i can't utter a word after that -.-
HAHAHAHAHA at least it made charmaine and yujun realise how important my voice is xD
since i was the one doing most of the talking all the time, they were so not used to the quiet qing ying hehe (:
oh gosh, honestly, i can't wait to step down
please please so i can wash my hands off everything and let the sec 3s do all the job

i hope my voice and toe can recover soon.
i wanna go kbox!!!!!!!!!!!!! and of course wear my heels for cny (:

2010-01-29T20:26:00.003+08:00

sometimes, you are forced to give up, not because you don't love him anymore, but because you know there will be no ending.

i knew now that i made a mistake, really. i'm sorry, i'm really sorry.

2010-01-26T09:26:00.001+08:00

2am - Even if i die, i can't let you go

2010-01-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

haven't been reading up on other ppl's blog lately
after i read, i realised i know so little about them
for example,
crystal that lazy pork actually did 150 sit ups in a day and yoga -.-
yuxuan actually created his own blogskin and he posted like everyday even though its just one short line, compared to his usually dead blog
waimeng actually skits (script writing) like WOW!
my seniors?
i guess they are getting along fine with chengjoo still going crazy over dbsk and maybe some korean guys here and there haha
sim jolynn and sim joann deleted their blogs. i guessed i lagged quite alot.
and MANDY, WHERE'S UR BLOG???? i realised i didn't link her LOL
charmaine choo? well, i guess i know what she's doing every single day HAHA

guess i won't be posting often anymore
i tried doing my work but somehow, it progresses really slowly and i just feel like putting everything aside every 10 mins or so
reading is still the best though ^^

bye world, miss me =D

2010-01-14T21:58:00.003+08:00

my brother doesn't have to go school just because there's someone in his school who got 9 A1s -.-
since we have 4 9A1s, shouldn't we have 4 days of break too?
i love my blog song WAHAHAHAHAHA!
its like so so nice i will visit my own blog just to hear the song LOL
love fridays!

2010-01-09T00:12:00.002+08:00

super tired ):
after carrying all the instruments on wed and today!
just recovered from wed's muscle ache and we have to start carrying instruments again today -.-
my whole arm and shoulders are aching and it feels lifeless LOL
orientation was kind of sian this year
last yr's was more fun!
i honestly think that the sec 1s are getting from bad to worse every yr
what's with all the attitude problem -.-
anw, thanks to junyang and samuel for helping me carry that two metal thingy (dunno whads that called) today ^^
in return, i helped junyang stacked up chairs HAHA

damn tired this whole week
feel like sleeping in class everyday
cca everyday except for tue = TIRED!
bleah i hope soy will be over soon -.-

2010-01-03T20:21:00.002+08:00

i got a feeling i would not be able to wake up tomorrow -.-
my brother starts school at 7.50 everyday except for wed, 8.50
and he release sch at 1.30pm everyday!
WHAT IS THIS! -.-
which means my brother will not be waking me up = i can't wake up -.-
anw, I'M SO IN LOVE WITH HIS TIE! ^^
that tie will be mine to tie for him every morning! ^^

2010-01-02T16:02:00.002+08:00

i forgot school's reopening in two days time until my mum reminded me -.-
yay and charmaine choo's back! went to return her the giver today ^^
i really missed her even though we don't talk everyday (:
she bought presents for me! although i havent seen it yet haha
and i told her how i feel like murdering crystal today for smearing my reputation -.-

you look so indifferent that i found myself crying when i woke up from my sleep ):

2009-12-30T21:19:00.005+08:00

anw, went to celebrate celine's birthday today!
went bowling AGAIN! due to celine's request.
i bowled 4 times in a month can -.-
okay and i'm not late today! WAHAHAHAHA
met celine at 9 at tam mrt station (super early right since that auntie said its cheaper in the morning)
bowl until ard 12+ and went popular to buy my txbks
had lunch at theresa's house and went swimming!
damn damn long nv swim alrdy can.
like almost 1 year plus.
stamina dropped like crazy -.-
damn tired now. i always feel like sleeping after swimming.
oh and THERESA MADE A GOOD WATER TAXI! HAHA! ^^
cannot stand celine and theresa la pls!
i laughed like mad in the water because and them which results in my stomach hurting and me taking in plenty of water -.-
my whole stomach full of chlorine la! -.-
and i still smell like chlorine now!
anw, i'm glad that celine liked my present! ^^
shall upload today's photo after theresa uploads it =D

OH SHIT I JUST REALISED I FORGOT STH! -.-
I FORGOT TO BUY BIRTHDAY CAKE FOR CELINE!
AHHHHHHH I FEEL LIKE STRANGLING MYSELF! -.-
heh sry uhhhhh i really really forgot ):
how can i forget sth so important ):

anw, for farewell photos, its at the bottom -.-
since i saved the drafts like dunno how long ago -.-
its the december 14 post.

2009-12-27T23:47:00.003+08:00

doing celine's present now
can't wait to see her expression when she receives it WAHAHAHA
i had a hard time choosing since celine has such NICE TASTE!
and she still dare to comment on MY TASTE ^^
trust me, i'm gonna force her to use it next year +evil laughs+

i've decided to stop using emo songs (:

2009-12-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-24T22:10:00.010+08:00

went out to celebrate christmas with celine, ruihan and theresa!
IT WAS AWESOME!
thanks for the lovely christmas eve ^^

went pizza hut first to eat lunch ^^
theresa brought her really cute reindeer hairband HAHA
dumb celine refuses to wear it since she thought it was embarrassing (:

the drinks. before (right) and after (left)

cam whore-ing on the train (:

picture credits to this family who helped us took the picture ^^

celine finally wore that cute reindeer hairband HAHA

at orchard ion toilet!

on the streets of orchard!

okay i realised i have to explain what celine is doing since HER POSE IS REALLY TOO WEIRD!

basically, the reason why she has such a weird pose is due to the fact that the wind is REALLY STRONG at that time and she was afraid that the reindeer hairband will fly off!

THIS PICTURE IS CLASSIC!

TOTALLY LOVE IT YEAAAAAAAAAAA~

celine friend: the black reindeer!

this reindeer has a red cross on his/her hand which represents ST JOHNS!

so the 3 st johns excitedly took a picture with it HAHA

credits to lots of people on the streets for helping us take picture!

took neoprints after that!

since our legs were too tired to walk after that, we went to gloria jeans for coffee

theresa and i were especially tired and felt like sleeping haha

walked to somerset after that and visited the newly opened, 4 storey high forever 21

i think the clothes were okay, not exactly really nice

far east was the next stop.

since theresa's shoes were spoilt and we didn't manage to find super glue, we decided that buying a new one was a better choice ^^

OMG I REALLY LOVE THAT SHOE!

i'm so gonna ask my mum to buy that for me!

went after that with a sore sore leg ):

thanks ruihan, celine and theresa for the christmas presents!

i feel so sry for only buying gifts for theresa ):

but i promise i will make up for it!

this is the first year i actually celebrated christmas, or perhaps chirstmas eve, with my friends!

i remember we had cca during christmas eve last year, since we had to prepare for our concert

LET'S CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS TOGETHER AGAIN NEXT YEAR! ^^

2009-12-20T21:02:00.002+08:00

walao damn angry with my dad -.-
complaining to my brothers now
seriously. damn. angry.
sobs ): I DUN WANNA MOVE HOUSE!

2009-12-20T17:50:00.002+08:00

oh no my parents seriously have the thought of moving house!
either to bedok, tampines or pasir ris ):
please please please let the bidding for our house be damn damn low so my parents won't move ):
i love my house alot okay!
and there's o level next year -.-
i told my parents and they said 'its okay!' then i'm like 'uhhhh okay....'
even if we are really moving, please let it be tampines.
+prays hard+

2009-12-19T13:11:00.006+08:00

went shopping at bugis street after cca on thurs with....

penguin, fluffy, jellyfish, pork, lumps, esther, xinyi owl and cat (nice nicknames right? ^^)

lumps and me bought our school bag like finally!

okay, this is what happen at the shop

me and lumps: uncle, can show us these 2 bags?

uncle: oh sure sure

me: how much does this bag cost arh?

uncle: discount $30

me: huh? so means how much?

uncle: its $35 but discount $30

me: HUH? THIS BAG $5 ONLY ARH?

uncle: no la means its $30 you know or not?

lumps: you got see bag cost $5 before meh? like that uncle no need earn money alrdy la!

and the best thing is, both the uncle and lumps said it at the same time -.-

SOBS! sry la, he use the language weird what T.T

saw this damn nice cap and really got the urge to buy it!

i wore it and i keep on posing in front of the mirror and asking people for their opinions HAHA

but i didn't but it in the end T.T

BECAUSE OF DUMB CHARMAINE WHO ASKED ME NOT TO BUY!

say waste money SOBS

i really trusted your opinions alot okay!

and i really regret it now T.T

shall go back and see if its still there another day WAHAHAHAHA

gave weiqian's trip a miss since i feel like going home and i've went changi aiport alot lately

BUT ITS OKAY! i shall drop by and see her work another day ^^

you must give me discount okay weiqian! candy empire stuffs expensive leh HAHA

anw, this is the only photo we took with leejing's phone ^^

starting fron left to right:

xinyi (with no nicknames), crystal (pork), yujun (penguin), mandy (esther), qijing (jellyfish), me!, charmaine (lumps)

missing from picture: sim jolynn (owl) and sim joann (cat)

OH GOD! I FEEL SO LAME TYPING OUT ALL THE NICKNAMES!

i hope no one ever sees it if not i will be dead the next co HAHA

2009-12-16T11:46:00.002+08:00

the more i listen to can you hear me, the more i love it!
taeyeon has a nice nice nice voice!
changed blogsong to this song =D
too lazy to type eng sub from youtube and too lazy to copy the romanisation
so just listen ^^
anw, the song is from this drama called beethoven virus
there's my shuai shuai jan geun suk inside! WAHAHAHAHA

2009-12-15T18:43:00.004+08:00

+EDITED VERSION!+

went airport today with theresa and celine again to send ruihan off!
TAIWAN! and we all asked ruihan to buy presents back for us HAHA! ^^
went to eat at t3 and celine and i went kallang leisure park after that to bowl
we bowled for 4 rounds LOL
when we went to pay up again, the person was like 'another round?' haha
anw, photos up for theresa!
awwwww man, its taking so long to upload the pictures my patience is running out!
i'm so glad there's gossip girl to watch while waiting for the upload
CHACE CRAWFORD IS REALLY HOT! I LOVE HIM!

due to celine's request, i shall put it big big here.

CELINE GOT 105 IN BOWLING WHICH IS HER HIGHEST RECORD EVER!

and the reason why celine got so high shall remain a secret forever between the both of us HAHA

i wanted to edit the picture but its making my com lag so i decided to just type it out haha

celine look so NICE in this picture right? LOL ^^

oh yea, and she had SO MUCH FAITH in wooyoung that's why she managed to score so well for the 4 rounds haha

JAN GEUN SUK IS STILL THE BEST IN BOWLING THOUGH RIGHT CHARMAINE?! haha

we look like two jokers bowling la HAHA

got once i laugh so hard due to what dumb celine say until i hug the ball and sat down laughing on the lane when its my turn to bowl LOL

then celine was like, faster go bowl la!

and thanks celine for the snow ice treat!

i promise i will treat you back another day ^^

when bowling, the sentence that celine said the most is 'if you manage to hit bla bla no. of pins right, i will become a ball and let you roll me down the lane' HAHA

i've been having dumb dreams for 3 consecutive nights! -.-

2009-12-14T20:29:00.020+08:00

wah finally FINALLY i uploaded the chalet pictures -.-
i didn't upload quite alot since its too slow -.-
i have no patience haha ^^
all those that doesn't have my face, NOT UPLOADING! +evil laughs+

farewell photos!
too lazy to talk abt it (joann knows me too well) so just see picures la haha

2009-12-14T19:37:00.005+08:00

yay airport pictures for theresa =D

YAY I LOVE CELINE'S CAP!

2009-12-13T19:53:00.003+08:00

DAMN THIS SUCKS!
i have to wait damn long to upload 5 pictures -.-
since the memory is damn big when you use a camera -.-
and i got like LOTS OF PHOTOS, especially from farewell T.T
bleah, i shall cut out some LOL

2009-12-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

went kbox with celine, junwoon and leongjin yesterday
(sry for any wrong spelling of names haha)
dumb celine wanted to take bus 3 so we took it and we made the guys waited for 2 hours LOL
leongjin doesn't look like he can sing but he sing damn well la please!
and i'm like the worse there SOBS! T.T
anw, we keep on having competitions singing couple songs haha
celine and junwoon are the best couple ever man! damn funny both of them HAHA
(i got a feeling celine's gonna kill me if she ever see this line ^^)

chiong to ecp after that for 6/9 bbq!
i alight at the wrong stop and have to walk like damn far -.-
but the good thing is the guys started bbq and i can straight away eat once i reach there :D
I LOVE YOYO BECAUSE SHE LOVE KPOP TOO!!!!
too bad she likes taemin while i love jonghyun! JONGHYUN!
oh and she taught me that 'using pokercard to see your love' thingy and we had fun doing that during CO today!
it was damn accurate okay! everyone says that! +takes a bow+
anw, pri sch gathering is always fun xD

i started asking the girls 'eh who here date before alrdy arh?'
OH AND ALL THE LOVE STORIES COME PILING OUT HAHA
jaslyn one funniest. she said, oh i break up with that guy in less than a day because he's a GAY
and i'm like wth? then started laughing like mad HAHA

then i went to ask the guys 'eh you go guys sch right? so have you become a gay yet?'
and they gave me some stupid answers LOL
oh i also got ask them 'eh who got watch porn before?'
guess what? NO ONE DARE SAY HAHA
but gerald was the only who said, 'those guys that reach sec 1 alrdy havent watch porn before got problem' LOL
who says? i think my brother nv watch before leh.
OH YA I REALISED I NEVER ASK MY BROTHER BEFORE! OMG!
oh, and i really really realised that 6/9 guys are those that are super 死心塌地 okay!
they never really date any girls before haha
gerald the most la. like _____ for 4 years alrdy okay! 4 YEARS! OMG!
then the rest say 'never la! i very faithful de okay' LAUGHS AT THEM HAHA

oh i rmb sth inportant!
I HEREBY DECLARE THAT THE RING I WEAR AROUND MY NECK IS GIVEN BY CRYSTAL AND CHARMAINE!
i wore that yesterday and all of them keep on irritating me by asking if that was given by a guy -.-
and they didn't believe me when i said i didn't have a bf just becuase i wore that ring -.-
DON'T YOU GET IT? I'M A LESBIAN! I LOVE CRYSTAL PORK!

share cab with xinyi, jiahui and shihui
reached home at ard 12++
it's amazing how ppl can change so fast O.O
too bad we only had bbq since gerald can't book the chalet ):
is seriously don't mind having a 6/9 gathering again ^^
wanted to stay at ecp with the rest of them last night but i had cca today so couldn't make it ):
UHHHHHH SUPER SAD ):
but its okay, i love charmaine choo and peiyi moreeeeeeeee~ HAHA
(i told ya i'm a lesbian ^^)

2009-12-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

3D chalet!

met cheryl and marilyn
waited for dumb cheryl for half an hour!
went chalet together and it was bbq!
didn't eat much, but the chicken chop was SUPERB!
manjing and i wanted to go swimming but we got no swimming costume
so we decided to try our luck with clothes on
but we saw like 3 lifeguards over there and we were debating if we should go in with clothes
then keith went to pull me in and i went to pull manjing LOL
in the end the lifeguard walk towards us so mj and i faster came out of the pool >.<
and we were so jealous of junyang, keith and samuel since they can jsut take of their clothes and swim
WHAT IS THIS?!?! UNFAIR!

played mahjong (thanks louis for bringing it) for alomost the whole night
but switch to playing cards after that
i think marilyn and mandy had a hard time explaining to us how to play bridge haha
learnt bridge and poker in a night ^^
since we couldn't sleep and had no place to sleep
samuel, marilyn, keith and i went to ehub at around 4am to blow aircon there LOL
mandy came and join us after that followed by mj, wang and dexter
went back to chalet at around 6am
mandy and i tried to sleep but failed
so i went to mandy's house to sleep since we both couldn't make it
MANDY'S HOUSE IS LIKE A CASTLE! super super chio!
and her bed is like WOW, like seriously.
slept from 7.30 to 12.30
we were so happy after having our fill of sleep HAHA

went back to chalet after meeting cheryl
played a few rounds of mahjong before going to subway to have our lunch
i eat super little for the bbq and i skipped breakfast and i only ate lunch at 3 LOL
break record alrdy xD
went bowling after that and the guys are SUPER PRO!
i must polish up my skills more LOL
went back to chalet for mahjong and cards again while the rest went arcade
dinner was pizza delivery
cheryl's dad sent me home at ard 10+

thank you to everyone (:
just read my thank you sms lazy post here haha
my phone died on me for 2 days! OMG
then i have to borrow keith and cheryl's phone to check my sms
so irritating since i only decided to stay last minute and i have to borrow stuffs from ppl
thanks everyone! ^^

going to kbox tml and pri sch bbq
i just know abt the bbq today -.-
and its at east coast. i got a feeling i will get lost
i dunno how to go east coast -.-
i better charge my phone properly tonight -.-
firstly, i have to get past my mum first
dunno how tell her. dead :X
i think she quite angry with me alrdy since she hate it when she can't contact me when i'm outside
AND FOR TWO DAYS! wah.....

2009-12-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

sent hazel off to beijing today! (:
supposed to meet at 5.50 with ruihan and celine but i woke up at 6! LOL
as usual, LATE!
i broke my record, bathe in 3 mins, reach mrt station at 6.25
FAST RIGHT? i know thank you HAHA
met theresa at changi aiport and lots of ahs ppl went to send ahs ppl off haha
took pictures, but i realised i don't have the thingy which connects the camera to the computer -.-

reached home at ard 9+ after eating breakfast at macs
went cycling with my brothers after that (:
my youngest brother is really killing me
i spent my whole time teaching him how to ride the bike and i practically left my bike there U TOUCHED!
waste money LOL
I SWEAR I'M GONNA LET HIM LEARN HOW TO RIDE A BIKE OR ELSE I'M NOT CALLED QINGYING LOL
teaching someone how to ride a bike is a hard job -.-

went for cca after that ^^
as usual, FUN!
spent like 1hour trying to pull out joann's guan
rest of the time having sectionals and laughing away
I REALLY LOVE XIAO PENG LAO SHI AND LIN LAO SHI OKAY!
haha! i will nv forget lin lao shi saying i'm like a hamster LOL
eat and eat (: see food only excited HAHA

CRYSTAL IS REALLY A PORK MAN!
she and her stupid dream -.-
i only had 4 hours of sleep last night because of her -.-
I WILL HAVE A BETTER DREAM THAN YOURS CRYSTAL!
you wait and see WAHAHAHAHA

2009-12-06T16:35:00.002+08:00

It is said that after a person is born,

They will meet approximately 30,000 people before they die.

Of course, the number of people you will meet and work with at school is 3,000.

And of those, you will intimately know 300.

Among all those encounters,

It is said that God has arranged a special one for you.

One made from before you were born.

However, that bond of fate is invisible to everyone.

And yet that unseen person in your destiny,

Is connected to you by a red string on your pinky.

That's why...

That's why i fell in love with you the moment we met.

Mei - Akai Ito, Threads of Destiny

OMG SUCH A SAD SHOW T.T

its like another sky of love T.T

its supposed to be released on dec 20, but i'm watching it alrdy LOL

anw, its nice nice NICE!

go watch =D

2009-12-03T17:50:00.002+08:00

end of farewell chalet
slept for 2 hours the day before amazing race
can die
went home on tues night (sry coz really cannot tahan), slept from 11pm to 11.30am
afternoon still went to sleep from 4.30pm-7.30pm
at night sleep from 11.30pm-11.30am
OMG I'M BECOMING A PIG!
sleep sleep and more sleep. and my head still hurts T.T
till now, legs still aching after amazing race. first time so tired -.-
usually chalet whole night nv sleep also can de lorh
must be only sleep for 2 hours + amazing race + alot of things happen that's why become lidat LOL
shall post more abt it when i upload photos and when i have the mood to do so

2009-11-29T22:59:00.002+08:00

going for farewell chalet tomorrow (:
cheryl is so sweeeeeeeeeeeeet ^^
i said i'm going for 3 days and she asked me not to go since she thinks that its too long!
WAHAHAHAHAHA ^^
dun wry cheryl, i will be back in the blink of an eye (:
I WILL MISS YOU TOO!
u can call me or sms me, i wun dao your call or sms =D

yea, and i havent even pack all my stuffs omgosh -.-
lazy! ):
going cycling with my bro tml morning at sunplaza park which is near my house LOL
since our bicycle got stolen like a long long time ago and there's a newly opened bicycle rental shop there ^^
hope the farewell chalet will be a successful one +prays hard+
and hope i wun forget to bring anything important tml -.-

bye world. miss me ^^

2009-11-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

I'll prove you wrong.

2009-11-26T21:53:00.003+08:00

500th post (:

went with my brother to sch to get his psle results
OMG I TELL YOU I REALLY FEEL DAMN OLD WITH ALL THE P6 KIDS!
and it reminds me of the same day 3 years back haha
my brother did alright la. 233 =D
he damn happy alrdy HAHA
after that we were like choosing his sec sch together
1st choice: ngee ann
2nd choice: temasek
3rd choice: st hildas
4th choice: junyuan
5h choice: hai sing
6th choice: damai
okay la he totally wants to get into ngee ann dunno why also haha
anw, hope he gets in =D
submit form also so high tech nowadays arh
submit online de leh LOL
last time we have to go to the sch and submit that piece of paper
sumore our school so nice uh, still list down all the schools that every individual student can get in LOL
how come last time we not lidat uh -.-

today is the only day where i can stay at home for like half a day in this whole week
sian, nx two weeks even worse got 3 chalets going on
timings for cca gonna be from 10am to 4pm soon
OMG, and i havent done anything at all ):

2009-11-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

joann, xinyi, crystal and charmaine came my house at 10.30 this morning
then the rest of the comm came at 1
and we leave my house at ard 4.30
booked the buffet at 6 but mr goh was LATE and he came at like 6.40
and then we were like stucked outside and waited for 40 mins -.-
like wth? -.-
anw, i think the food not very nice
but it was fun laughing our heads off HAHA
there was a blackout for only like a short while, like less than 5 mins
then when it blackout me and charmaine thought is they purposely off the lights because they are celebrating someone's birthday
so we started singing happy birthday song LOL
and then the light came back and the rest of them were telling us its actually A BLACKOUT!
OMG SO EMBARRASSING LA PLS LIKE SOME STUPID PEOPLE DOWN THERE -.-
and i think our table ordered the most food and the person came with like a tray with the same food then half of it is like actually for our table LOL
it was damn fun HAHA

farewell chalet is on MON!!!!!
CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT!
but i'm kind of dreading it too ):
omgosh my dear dear juniors are so cute!!!!
they never fail to make me feel touched T.T
and charmaine too!
i'm like preparing to slp and then charmaine sent me an sms and its like so touching my sleepiness all gone LOL

i'm really speechless...

2009-11-23T21:54:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE CHOO XINYI!

this stupid woman made me so tired today
i have to shout for everyone's attention in co and ask them to sing birthday song for you
have to run here run there borrow lighter for your cake
then still have to run here run there to find you
find you already still have to drag you in
WHAT IS THIS MAN????
and now this woman say she wan go watch gossip girls with sexy chace crawford inside and doesn't want to talk to me!
you ungrateful person!!!!!!!

anw, i'm finally able to sms WAHAHAHAHA
happy happy!
i saved alot of sms these few days since i'm unable to send a single one at all
i got confidence that my sms wun boom this month ^^

i love our seniors!!!!
everyday when they come back, CONFIRM BRING FOOD
OMG I REALLY LOVE THEM ^^
lee jing came back, and she brought chocolates from genting
chengjoo and ang hong came back, and they brought lollipops, chocolates and snacks
qijing came back, and she bought waffles for us
of course not forgetting jewel, joann and xinyi, who contributed to our many snacks for break!
including xiao peng, who always treat us to jacks place, ding tai feng and lin lao shi who always give us sweets and buy food for us everytime i complain that i'm hungry HAHA
and mr goh's gonna treat the comm members to buffet on wed!
LOVES LOVES LOVES~

shall upload all the pictures maybe tomorrow (:

2009-11-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

i'm fine when you said you are a man.
i'm fine when you said you a girl.
but you like him, i'm not fine with it.
why do you like him?
i only told you about this magic bus.
i only let you hold jolie's leash.
i only want to sing for you.
why don't you like me?
i love you, its such a good word.
but you can't accept it right?
it's okay.
i will be fine once this bus reaches the last stop.
forget about everything i said on this bus, understand?
because if you can't forget, i will never be able to go back to the past...

-jeremy, in you're beautiful

2009-11-22T20:13:00.002+08:00

i wash my hands off this.
people, don't sms me, call my phone if there's anything urgent.
i'm seriously not talking to my mum, not forever, but just not now.

2009-11-21T18:31:00.001+08:00

You don't know because my shadow is hiding me...

2009-11-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

i'm really super angry with my mum now
like what's wrong with you???
i can't sms and call now and i didn't complain anything at all
i just wanted ur phone for awhile and u don't even allow me to use it
charmaine lended me like a thousand times for the past few days and what did u even do for me?
the best thing is i'm not at home now and i can't even use my house phone to call ppl
why am i always the one that feel guilty and cry after all our quarrels?
to think i'm grateful to you for not checking my sms and gving me my freedom
this time round, i really think i did nothing wrong
this time round, i really really think that you are the one being unreasonable
and i hate myelf for feeling guilty NOW

i really really miss alot of ppl right now ):
usually i will just rant at the first person who sms me
but now, nth. i can't talk to anybody now ):
at my cousin's house now and i really feel like going home ):

i feel so weird and confused...
there's one person that i really want to talk to now but there's no way of contacting
sad life...

2009-11-19T22:12:00.002+08:00

went mandy's house and it was awesome!!!!!
MANDY'S HOUSE IS SUPER SUPER CHIO!!!!!
its like 4 storeys high and there's a damn nice swimming pool outside the house and the house totally feels like a hotel!
especially the toilet! even the hairdryer is like super high class la OMG
the best thing is, MANDY;S HOUSE GOT ALOT OF FOOD
her maid cook nice prawn noodles and there's like KINDER BUENO

went there to swim , bake brownie and we end up watching orphan haha
all of us went to fetch qijing but we got caught in the rain so all of us became wet chickens LOL
when we went back to mandy's house, i just jump into the pool since we were already wet
I TELL YOU, DON'T EVER SWIM WITH CRYSTAL!
she will just anyhow hug you in the pool one leh and she will pull up your clothes LOL -.-
(sry for sounding so porn but its just true. poor me -.-)

bathe at mandy's house and borrowed her clothes to change (:
HER TOILET IS REALLY DAMN NICE ^^
baked brownie after that and it was quite successful (:
took lots of pictures but its in crystal's phone so shall upload it nx time once i send it from her
watched orhpan in this room with a super big screen com HAHA
esther is totally chio can. and its not as scary as i thought it would be

MANDY, I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR HOUSE!
if your parents ever wish to adopt a child, ADOPT ME OKAY!
don't care about qijing, i'm like so much better!
i promise i wouldn't be like esther and try to seduce your father and up killing ur whole family HAHA
anw, ur father... er hem HAHA XD
i wanna go mandy's house again!
the bad thing about it is that its at PAYA LEBAR!
just uproot ur whole house and move it beside my house la LOL ^^

ps: BUSY BUSY BUSY! i really need more time. i'm more desperate for time compared to money! got so many things havent do yet! need chiong alrdy ):

2009-11-17T20:21:00.001+08:00

i feel like a fool

2009-11-16T18:28:00.001+08:00

2009-11-14T20:49:00.003+08:00

I'M SO TIRED!
went for cip today and it was super tiring
thanks to all the guys for giving us food and coupons haha xD
the kids are so cute!!!!!!!!!
there's this cute little boy whom i had a fun time talking to haha
and another boy that hit my head with a balloon and blow bubbles at ruihan's face LOL
can rate today as quite fun =D

I'M THOROUGHLY BROKE AND I STILL GOT LOTS OF THINGS TO BUY AND LOADS OF THINGS WAITING FOR ME TO DO AND I FEEL SO IRRITATED FOR NOT HAVING ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY ALL THE STUFFS AND I NEED TO GO OUT ALMOST EVERYDAY AND I GOT A FEELING THAT MY MUM'S GONNA KILL ME AND I FEEL SO DEAD AND WHEN I FEEL IRRITATED I GOT A TENDENCY TO VENT MY IRRITATION ON PPL AND I WILL FEEL DAMN GUILTY AFTER THAT AND ITS LIKE GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay fine -.-
charmaine choo, pls bear with me for 2 more weeks okay =D
i know i always vent my anger on you la so pls dun kill me ):
too bad who ask u to be the person i love the most WAHAHAHAHAHA
LOVE YOU~~~~~~

2009-11-10T21:26:00.002+08:00

i really think i'm a genius leh xD
my phone bill just came today and i sent 998 sms this month LOL
heng arh, if not i die LOL
i'm so tired after walking so much today
AJISEN TOTALLY ROCKS RIGHT AUNTIE LOY???
haha xD

2009-11-08T19:50:00.003+08:00

went kelly's house to do ss project today
only clarissa, lance and me turn up la pls -.-
jonathan lee off his phone and daniel doesn't even know we had to meet up today lol
anw, IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!
we laughed and talked like crazy HAHA
kelly's house is nice and her parents are nice and cute too =D
i hope i will have the chance to go kelly's house again ^^

2009-11-07T21:28:00.001+08:00

i really am the dumbest person in the world
currently wallowing in self despair now

2009-11-05T21:50:00.001+08:00

Today at 12 midnight, is finally the time when my sms gets reset!

reminds me of suju's reset
press the reset, press the reset LOL

2009-11-02T20:09:00.006+08:00

i keep on forgetting that i'm not supposed to sms -.-
stupid crystal make me waste so many sms in class today!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
NOISY CRYSTAL LA!!!!!!

went bowling at ehub today with mandy jewel charmaine crystal wanlin
but ate with peiyi also la
WHY ARE WE ALWAYS WITH THAT NOISY BUNCH OF SEC 2S???
i pity us, charmaine haha =D
crystal and mandy play bowling damn well okay!!!!
ANGRY! nx time charmaine and i will definitely play better than both of you! HMPH!

i think we make a fool out of ourselves today la!
funny stuffs that happen today:
1. crystal is an idiot that snatches ppl's turn -.-
2. all of us have to pull crystal away and let mandy play her turn
3. charmaine drop her damn ball before she even throws it
4. you can see 2 ppl trying to fight for 1 lane
5. mandy and crystal almost roll 2 balls into one lane
6. we got scolded for sitting on the lane and laughing (actually its crystal)
7. crystal snatch charmaine's turn and did a perfect strike for charmaine while she can't even get strike for herself -.-
omgosh i laugh until my stomach damn pain today LOL

what's with cutting bangs nowadays? O.O
jewel, peiyi and charmaine went to cut bangs
samele (OH MY GOD I REALISED I DUNNO HOW TO SPELL HER NAME!!!) also say she want to cut bangs
JEWEL SO CUTEEEEEEEEE~ haha

mandy sent me the photos but i'm too lazy to uplaod it ):
nvm shall wait kenglui to send me the photos then upload once and for all :]

i'm starting to dislike rainy days ever since sim jolynn left ):

2009-11-01T15:08:00.002+08:00

DON'T SMS ME COZ MY SMS GONNA GO BOOM
omg, left 30+ sms for 5 days! 5 DAYS!!!!
now i have to call those who sms me -.-
just. don't. sms. me.

2009-10-31T13:45:00.003+08:00

HEY PPL I SLEPT AT 9 YESTERDAY~~~~~~
like omgosh, super super early haha
went for theory exam today
okay la, quite easy =D
theory has nv been a problem for me, compared to sch work LOL

shall talk abt yesterday (:
CHARMAINE CHOO IS A HUACHI LA~~~~
her sms totally make me laugh man
she took mrt with me just to see that MRT guy LOLOLOL
I DIDN'T MANAGE TO SEE HIM YESTERDAY BECAUSE I'M LATEEEEE!!!!!
its the last day of schooooooool, which means i wouldn't be able to see him when i go back for ALPS ):

spring cleaning in class
quite slack. end up talking and playing and learning RING DING DONG~~~
cca was FUN!
YAY AND I MAKE LIN LAO SHI CALL CRYSTAL PORKY~~~~
love me more okay pork :D

痛苦，就是没有办法忘记却要微笑着面对。

2009-10-29T16:54:00.003+08:00

思念一个人的滋味，就像喝一杯冰冷的水，然后用很长很长的时间，一颗一颗流成热泪。

2009-10-28T19:26:00.001+08:00

I promise I will do better next time. I'm sry.

2009-10-26T20:44:00.002+08:00

OMGOSH MY SOLES ARE HURTING!!!!!!

went peninsula plaza, far east and heeren with charmaine, kenglui and peiyi today
the walk from somerset mrt station to far east is really far!!!!!
but its okay, i bought a nice dress today and i'm happy!!!!
i still prefer blogshopping though since its so much easier and they mail it to my house
save energy and my soles from hurting MUAHAHAHA

i'm really running out of money ):
i still need to buy plenty of things LOL
and i'm scared i'm addicted to blogshops LOL
my mum will just kill me if i overspend
overall, today was quite fun :D
went around taking photos using kenglui's new camera WAHAHAHA
trying to act like we were tourists and finding cool places to take photo
we will just stop and take photo in the middle of the road HAHA :]
but that lazy woman doesn't want to send me the photos we took today!!!
so i have no choice but to wait for her ):

if anybody have any job offers tell me okay!!!!
i wanna go work ):

2009-10-23T23:26:00.003+08:00

i think i will just dao those who mention results in front of my face

boring boring day
don't know why am i here when i got nth to say
i love cca (:
its the only thing that cheers me up and put my mind off things for a little while
i really really missed lin lao shi haha
too bad sectionals isn't today ): can't talk to him much ):

can't wait to start making all those stuffs for farewell =D
seniors, u will love the things we plan!
i'm so gonna bring a camera on that day =D
i realised i really really missed sim jolynn too ):
i've always knew all along that separation isn't a good thing, from last time until now ):

almost forgotten
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY <3

2009-10-22T18:11:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I CAN'T BELIEVE I LEFT MY PHONE IN SCHOOL OMG OMG OMG
and i only realised it when i reached the mrt station -.-
i'm so glad ruihan had sjab today!!!!
then i had to call her using charmaine's phone and ask her to help me take -.-
with the stack of papers i leave underneath the table LOL
okay i SHALL NOT sms under my table anymore -.-
if not i will have the tendency to forget all abt it and leave it there, like today -.-
and i have to drag my lazy butt to ruihan's house later ):
i can't bear to leave my com you know ):

today is a horrible horrible day ):

2009-10-21T18:40:00.003+08:00

Honestly, i await my death tomorrow when i get back my history results
my results sucks okay! i almost wanted to cry ):
but the worse blow is when i see keng lui cry
i have to control my breathing so tears won't come spilling out -.-
but i'm strong! i didn't cry today YAY!
i can't say so for tomorrow though ):
super disappointed with myself ):

comm interview today
starting was okay, but when it goes on and on, that's where the part where i feel like sleeping
i'm so sry to all those regarding the interview today
i really wouldn't do it if i have the choice really really
oh shit i sound dumb -.- WHATEVER
CHARMAINE CHOOOOOOOOOO~

i feel really irritated these few days
like bla bla.............
when i'm at home, i feel like going out
when i'm out, i feel like going home
dunno what's wrong with me also bleah

oh and i received cheryl's letter today!!!!!!!!
haha we are like writing letters to each other even though we see each other in school
YES writing letters eveough there's sth called the phone, sms and email
cheryl and her wonderful idea WAHAHAHA
but her letter super nice and touching okay
i read until so touched then feel like crying, AGAIN
dumb. i'm gonna write her reply tonight! at least there's sth for me to do

i'm seriously rotting away after exams la
bored bored and more bored
all the air that i breathe in at home is full of the word B-O-R-E-D!
gimme gimme sth to do~~~~

SIAN!

2009-10-19T15:10:00.002+08:00

SHINEE'S NEW SONG!!!!
RING DING DONG RING DING DONG~~

okay this is damn funny xD
the first one is the original version of abracadabra
second one is the parody version
SUPER FUNNY!!!!

SUPER FUNNY RIGHT???
chansung's face is like wan laugh but cannot laugh lidat coz like super ticklish LOL
damn cute!!!!

this morning woke up at 8am when we're supposed to meet at 8.20 for bf at white sands mac LOL
then i bathe come out... 8.30am!!!!
i was like OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!
then rush out of house wanted to hail cab, NO CAB!!!!
so no choice went to take bus and mrt
by the time i reach there, 9am.
have to go pork's house alrdy LOL
THANKS CHARMAINE CHOO FOR BUYING BREAKFAST FOR ME!!!!
LOVES LOVES LOVES!!!!
oh then bla bla practice cheer lorh
i think quite nice leh (:
took a few pictures but shall upload another day reason being LAZY!
i shall ask someone to record for us tml =D

2009-10-16T21:43:00.003+08:00

bla bla exams are over. amazingly, i don't feel anything
i think i feel more excited the night before the last paper
graduation day totally ruin ppl's mood can -.-
and the stupid lunch at bugis is horrible ):
500 days of summer is boring
i almost almost fall asleep
and if i do, its the first time that i've fallen asleep during a movie LOL

today.
boring day.
practising for cheer in CO room
i sacrifice so many things for CO okay!!!!!
if not i wouldn't be in sch today and i would be going to kbox with pig and celine
mon meeting up to practice cheer also so maybe can't go out with cheryl they all ):
all of you better love me okay!!!!!
ESPECIALLY CHARMAINE CHOO~~~~
super girl dance so hard also i learn until i wan die LOL

isf really makes me laugh man WAHAHAHAHA
and my whole family watching movie then keep on complaining i very noisy LOL :]
nickhun so CUTE~~~~~~

today celine whole day nv see me
i bet she missed me like mad HEHE =D

2009-10-11T11:36:00.003+08:00

omgosh studying really sucks to the chromatin of the nucleus man!!!!!
i feel so restless ):
i'm so gonna have a splendid holiday to make up for all these no life-ness before the exams!!!!!
dumb cheryl say my blog post all very emo :O
i'm not usually like this okay!!!!!
i really really REALLY can't wait for the exams to be over!!!!!!!
so can fulfill all the goals and aims that i have for the holidays MUAHAHAHAHA~

2009-10-06T16:58:00.002+08:00

I've made a mistake again. As usual for me ):

2009-09-26T19:01:00.003+08:00

Time is cruel. It washes away everything, but it doesn't wash away memories...

Would i rather have memories or the thing that creates memories?

2009-09-23T22:12:00.001+08:00

omgosh de 9 o'clock show is damn sad ):
Even when the guy is dying he's still thinking abt the girl
Just when de girl is about to forgive him he DIED!
I dun wan him to die sobs ):
I was like crying n watching at de same time la ):
And i lost all mood for everything so i've decided that i shall go sleep instead ):
Stupid show.
I wouldn't let him die if i'm de director man!

2009-09-23T19:04:00.003+08:00

It just comes back, again and again

i really should start studying!!!!!! seriously -.-

bye world, miss me until its after the exams :]